Oh God

Oh God.
It's been a while since I came to you.
And I admit it's foolish to wait
'Til now to talk things through.
Solitary confinement
...With no walls that I can see.
I can't help this feeling.
A little help would go
A real long way with me.

Oh God ... living confusion
Oh God give me relief
Ever changing illusion
Suck the life out of me

Oh God.
How did it ever get this way?
My own contentment,
I took for granted only yesterday.
A tough situation
Has put an angle on my view
I'd take care of it all myself,
But I know
That there is not much I can do.

I'd take care of it all myself...
I'd take care of it all myself...

 

Better Left Unsaid

Over the waters of the moment,
Over time that's yet to be.
An absent thought becomes a comment
Etched in all eternity.
My friend confusion walks with me
Up to the door be he won't leave.

Some things are just better left unsaid.
Blue green roller coaster in my head.

Darkened field of bloody armor.
... A rope is hanging from a tree.
A Soldier clinging to his last breath
... A ladder sits within his reach.
My tongue can be a two edged sword
And you can be the enemy.

And if I say something this minute,
I know I later will regret.
Don't hold onto it with all your might.
I am not giving up just yet.

And if I can't express
All of the things I want to say.
I hope you read into my eyes
All of the time I wish I could repay.
I'm starting over
Every second, every minute, every day.

 

The Tower

I am the captain and it feels absurd.
How I let my life crash down by your every word.
And I know you feel the weight it puts on you.
But I can't stop thinking we can make it through

Can we keep it hanging from the tower?

Can you believe in what you could once feel?
Not turning back but going up the hill.
I'm sure there's a view from the very top.
And then it's all downhill and never stop.

Can we keep it hanging from the tower?
Will we keep it hanging from the tower?

Today I said out loud a little prayer.
And I don't believe it died out in the air.
It maybe seems impossible today...
But I will keep believing anyway, everyday, all the way.

Can we keep it hanging from the tower?

 

Cry

Sunshine. Moon beams. Sometimes...
I can't see any difference between them.
Morning. Midnight.
Bright star of my eyes is hiding from me.

Cry. Sometimes you make me cry over you.

Monday. One day. "Mayday".
I am calling out over the sea.
Over. Beginning. Water from my eyes is falling.

Cry. Sometimes you make me cry over you.

 

I Need You

A gentle flower. A cold breeze in the air.
No satisfaction in holding on to care.

In Mississippi I was a fool.
And I brought my training.
It's all that I knew.

But, I need you.

I robbed your heart and made you have to pay.
Little by little building up more each day.

In Mississippi it's what I learned.
And I lived it out with you and made you burn.

But, I need you.

Mistake upon mistake.
You give and give.
I take.
The things you wanted of me.
Didn't know just how to be.
Long day upon long day you held it in and prayed.
The answer finally here, don't give into your fear.

I need you.

 

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Gone

I pushed the lifeboat from the side
I'm floating aimlessly but staying for the ride.
My hull has finally sprung a leak.
I scoop the water but I'm starting to get weak.

Something has changed.
Something is wrong.
Something is gone.

More waves than I have ever seen.
And each one gets higher as I'm breaking at the seams.
The storm that just won't ever die.
I'm in the ocean and there's nowhere left to hide.

Something has changed.
Something is wrong.
Something is gone.

 

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